Something Once Forgotten - Fidget

I was contacted by the band, Dan really, to use some of my fractals in their video, it wasn’t what I expected, but it’s cool just seeing my work used. :)

Check out the video and support the band. :)

These are the link they have at the end of the video if this is the kind of music that you like and want to learn more about them, or leave them feedback.:) 

https://www.facebook.com/SomethingOnceForgotten

http://somethingonceforgotten.bandcamp.com

As for me, you know where to find me. Right? :D

I've "been sold" ...

Or at least my free day has been sold to my bosses sister.

When I agreed to help yesterday, over the phone, I don't remember if we talked it texted, it was for half a day on my day off.

By the time I was finish texting with the sister, it became the whole day and not as short termed as I had thought.

I had this sense of loss at loosing this extra day that I had off, but then I told myself that it was a perk extra free day and I should be happy I had it at all, and that now I was going to work 5 days like just about everyone else.

So I just left and if I had any illusions of getting that day back our last conversation confirmed that I was dreaming.

And now i'm falling asleep.

Later.

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Then it was Sunday

I don't think my hair is growing in the back of my head anymore, unlike my sister, so I was thinking of getting my hair braded for a while, then I saw some wings and realized they would be cheaper. I'll see next paycheck.

The time has come

I have been putting it off and u think I owed up to it no matter what happens next.

I have a job. I've been working for $9.50 an hour since the 9th of May. My official title is estimator and I work for SH5 Construction Corp.

It's a small and family run company.

The reason why I have such misgivings is that I don't know how good of a job I can do over all.

I didn't even expect to get the job, while only half hoping they liked me enough to hire me.

You are reading this and saying that I've at this for almost a month now. I should know how well I fit in and have a better clue if I can do it or not, and to a point I do. I've sent out a few bids as subs, and I like those. It's the jobs as GC that still scare me. And one is due tomorrow.

I feel like I have so much to do and not enough time.

But I known that when someone takes over for someone who has been doing it for a while and just about everything isn't on paper but in their head it would be a while before the new person feel like they have a grip on things. I can give you that.

But I haven't felt this amount of responsibly or fear over it in a long time. It has been so long that I forgot I could feel like this. I was compleatly sick over it this weekend. I couldn't really eat, and it was just a feeling of terror that I couldn't. Shake for more than a few mins.

Yes, I am starting to like it there, and I'm happy to be a working person again, even if my body is still fighting my new sleeping schedule.

I want to sleep, but I have to get home.


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Rainy Pot - 2013 | concept | Red Dot Award: Design Concept

I can see this in a kid's room or a kindergarten-grade 3 class room.



Rainy Pot - 2013 | concept | Red Dot Award: Design Concept